tetek sengal

hari makin hari bertambah risau..

sbb badan byk sgt angin..dulu selalu sakit kepala..
skrg sakit2 badan mcm org2 tua dah.

hmm..sakit kat bwk ketiak..breast cancer ke?

check sendiri x de pape pon..perasaan je mcm takot sgt...tp takot giler kalau kene breast cancer kan..haish cuak nk mampos!

giler..x de history dlm keturunan aku kena breast cancer..aku da pon research kat tenet pasal penyakit aku ni tp x semestinya yg rs sengal2 tetek ni barah..

huish..lega mak!

tp x jugak..x puas hati la..nk g hospital takot..takot mcm2 r..sbb aku ni sosial gila babi dulu mana nk tau kena penyakit lain plak...mati mati mati aku..

arghhh..aku benci la nk check darah..kang ada AIDS ke..HIV ke..aedes ke..ada saka ke..hohoho..bodoh ada saka..takot aku!

iksh x mugkin..x de la smp ke situ kan..allah lagi menyayangi aku n aku masih lagi mengingati Dia dan x mugkin smpai ke tahap tuu..insyaallah..

kepada kawan2 ku n bkn kwn2 ku klu terbaca blog poyo bodoh aku ni ingat yg indah 2 x selamanya indah..yg seronok bagai nk gila tu x selamanya seronok mcm tuu..Allah bila2 bole tarik kenikmatan kita sekelip mata n selepas tuu kita akan sengsara dan br kt akan terhegeh2 kat Dia..mesti kt rs malu n serba salah kat Dia..mcm aku rs ni la sebenarnya..

aku ni still noob n poyo bab2 muhasabah diri ni tp at least aku sedar yg aku ni byk buat silap n buat dosa besar..aku masih belajar untuk semakin dekat kpdNya dan aku bkn hanya hangat2 taik ayam mcm dulu..ya allah..kuatkanlah iman ku ini..aku bersyukur dia atas rezekimu..ampunlah dosaku dan ampunlah dosa kedua ibu bapaku..jauhilah kami dr segala penyakit dan malapetaka..amin...aku x penah miss bc doa ni selepas solat..semoga tuhan makbulkan doa2 ku..AMIN.

Apabila Allah cepat makbulkan doamu,
Maka dia menyayangimu.

Bila Dia lambat mkabulkan doamu,
Maka Dia ingin mengujimu.

Bila Dia tidak makbulkan doamu,
Makan Dia merancang sesuatu lebih baik untukmu.

Oleh itu,sentiasalah bersangka baik kepada Allah dlm apa jua keadaan pon kerana kasih sayang Allah itu mendahului kemurkaaNya.

sekian.hoho.

(betty bkn nama sebenar sudah insaf smbil ditemubual oleh wartawan)

(betty selepas bersetuju gmbrnya diambil bersama wartawan)

(^.^)

braces

i da pakai braces.
what else to telling about.
hmm..i pakai because one of my teeth have to cabut.
gigi 2 da patah separuh n it hurting me.
so...
nk rapatkan n cantikkan my teeth balik
kena la pakai braces..
and..
in a week with my braces.
OMG!
sakit giler tau x..mkn susah,ulcer bersepah,mkn susah n mkn susah.
what else to do..just wear it untill 2012..
end.

control cun habiz!!

happy birthday to nuyin!

happy birthday to you.....happy birthday to Nuyin...
happy birthday to you.....

da tua da ko...da 25 this year..hope this year will bring u luck n bf yg baik hati..tanggal 27 march birthday nuyin n masa tuu dia muram je n don't know y y n y..die x tau yg aku,zaleha,wawa n zara nk wat surprise mini birthday party kt die..n dat time ujan n ktorg planning nk celebrate kat "pasar" which is our favourite mkn place when shift petang..so plan A x jd n we decided tapau char koey teow at nearest stall..den aku n zara naik atas kat pantry make a preparation while zaleha n wawa tapau char koey teow so nuyin pon tggu sama jgak dgn dorunk...den bila dorunk da naik...

SURPRISE N HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUYIN!!!

birthday cake 4 nuyin..very delicious!thankz wawa..
ni la birthday girl!!comel n gedik!
my good friends......:)
from left:zaleha,nuyin,me n wawa...they are my close friends in vads..oppps..how dare u nuyin!don't make me speak SABAH!!lol..sabah girls....hahaha..zara n nuyin!

keep it as your sweet moment with us <3
finish.

wallet my baby ilang!

i yg bg ilang wallet die!!
last night g hangout @ NZ wangsa maju den balik jer roadblock bersepah n semestinya kena tahan sbb my bf kan muka dia baby face..ingat budak2 x de lesen la drive kan..hahaha..lepas da lepas 3 roadblock bf i pass wallet die kt i suh i masukkan ic n lesen die dlm wallet balik den i hold la smp umah...

keesokan harinye..

ms ktorg nk g lunch,bf i cr wallet 1 bilik n umah x jmp n budget ada dlm kete la..n malangnya dlm kete pon x de..n die ckp i yg last pegang wallet die n conclusion die ms i turun kete wallet mayb terjatuh that time n i x sedar den bakal lenyap la..n mmg lenyap selama2nya..kesian bf i,sbb kene wat ic,atm cards n lesen balik..nsib bek duit x byk dlm wallet ms tuu..even my careless,bf i x marah pon dkt i n still bole senyum n ckp x pe la syg da ilang nk wat cmne..klu i kt tmpt die sure mengamuk giler..hmmmm..pk balik,i ni hot temper melampau..buruk perangai!it's ok baby,nant syg ganti kan wallet yg best2 kay..ckp je nk wallet apa..nant syg belikan..(padahal rs berslah sgt kt die) sowiii ;(

never think about future again!think of myself is better..

serabut n bengang n penat dgn org yg selalu mengeluh n lembik..i feel so insecure n tired!

i sebenrnya nk apa yg i sebenarnya NK n org x tau..hanya aku yg tau!

I'M so SICK Larh!!! wake up la please...

aku nk org yg concern dkt aku mcm dulu tp bkn aku yg dulu..

dem!

i really need u...need somebody really smart n control me without my doubt!

i need somebody special can advise me every little things i do n not let me down..

i need somebody really appreciate his time every little tick.

i need somebody dont know what is TIRED n always work hard.

i need somebody tough n healthy so i feel secure.

i need somebody good than me so that i can respect him as well.

i need somebody very good with manage his schedule everyday.

i need somebody have a good taste than me so that i can trust him.

i need somebody have a good sense of humours so that me always happy.

i need somebody have good relationship with his family n my family.

i need somebody alert about everything surroundin him.

i need somebody very hygenic n cant live with dirty.

i need somebody looks like a man not like a kids.

i need somebody with wide of knowledge so that he can answer me.

i already lost this type of bf...n i wished to get back..

*sometimes money is most important,but without your effort n quality it will ruins u n it will never enough..whatever is be smart!sleep less but think more..

sadly sleep is your big matter n tired is always set in your mind.

moody gila babi..

fuck!fuck!fuck!

hanjing!

pukimak!

mak die babi!

geramnya aku...aku benci situation mcmni..AKU BENCI BILA :-

-ORG SENTUH BARANG AKU!
-PINJAM BRG AKU!
-CURIK BRG AKU!
-CURIK BRG AKU!
-CURIK BRG AKU!
-CURIK BRG AKU!

4 this moment aku rs mcm nk berambus dr umah ni..susah r cmni..menyusahkan idup aku jer..selagi aku dlm umah ni idup aku x kan tenteram..x kisah la bf aku ada ke x de ke dgn aku,aku x kan TENTERAM!!SELESA!!SERABUT!!NK MUNTAH!!AKU DA BORING RUMAH MCM TONG SAMPAH NI ++ BRG AKU PLAK ILANG!

aku rs sp2 pon x guna la skrg ni..baik aku wat keputusan sendiri..nk harapkan yg sepatutnya harap pon sama jgak!!!aku jugak at last kene pk..aku da boring la mcm ni..boring!!jauhi la org2 bodoh dr aku..sape rs die tuu bodoh,pekak,lembab x lama lg padan muka ko!

somebody stole my watch!

kesian giler dkt pencuri tuu tringin sgt nk pakai jam guess smpai curik jam org..da 2 tahun i pakai jam tuu x penah ilang n jam sebelum ni pon still ada lg..sbb bilik x kunci,so i salahkan bf i la sp suh x kunci bilik n x buat2 lg kunci bilik,so die la kene ganti balik jam br,x pasal kene beli jam baru kat i n price i nk sama mcm yg lama..hmm..klu nk tuduh pon x de bukti so i diamkan je la..sayang giler kat jam tuu sbb jam tuu org yg bagi as a birthday present..:(

hey pencuri..!!

aku dpt jam br x lama lg...ko pakai la jam buruk tuu nnt bile ko da balik kmpg ko tuu kay..x kan ko nk pakai kat cni kan..kesian ko sbb ko tringin n x mampu nk beli,lgpon ko bdk2,bdk2 mmg kemaruk brg2 branded ni even brg tuu da old fashion..amik la n selamat bergaya!